Monday, January 19, 2009

Me Being Vulnerable

This may make my sisters cry and for that I apologize. But I get on their blogs and read the stories of their children and see the little pictures of them and I long to have those joys and those challenges and those stories of my own. I don't know if it is jealousy or self pity or what it is I feel when I get on those blogs but it makes me cry. It reminds me of how alone I am. Finding someone only gets harder as I creep towards being a single thirty something. I'm sure it will happen one of these days, "in the own due time of the Lord," but really I just wish it was sooner than later.

7 comments:

The Deans said...

Caleb - Skipper and I will keep a look out for some cool babe for you! I hope that it will happen sooner than later for you too because I know that you have wanted it for awhile! :)

Bethany said...

:( Sorry you are feeling so alone Caleb. I think you are an awesome guy and a great catch. Good luck!

Anonymous said...

Caleb, don't let it get you down. A positive attitude and outlook on life will help attract the right Lady. You must keep you head up. By the way, Scott, my oldest brother was 37 when he got married. We thought it would never happen, but it did. If he could do that, then anything’s possible.

P.S. When is the deadline for you and Katy?

Robb

Dallas and Krista said...

I wish the same thing for you every day of my life. Seriously- DAILY. I want to see you happy with the love of your life- you so deserve it. Thinking about you being lonely just about kills me... I know your day will come... and I will keep praying that it can be sooner than later right along with you. In the meantime- remember that you are not alone- we all love you DEARLY.

Kara said...

Ah, THE bubs. We are all vulnerable in different ways. I'd like to be sympathetic but I'm too deep into my own self pity that I have nothing left to give :) What I can say is that you are loved and thought about daily. Some girl will be very lucky some day.

BTW-that song is HI-LARE!

Brianne said...

This must be the blog that Melinda read, then decided I should email you and help make babies with you. J/K on the making babies part, not the Melinda pimping you out part.

Dude, you're a catch, keep putting yourself out there! That's what I do, and yeah sometimes it sucks and hurts, but sitting at home, blogging about what life is missing, doesn't make anything happen. (trust me, I tried that plan, too, doesn't work)

English Rose said...

miss you Caleb - had fun reading your blog. Come visit us in Houston and we'll find a girl for you.